Anniversary

We'd been dating for a long time before we got hitched and today is our 5 year and 9 month anniversary :)

We don't have a lot of plans, I woke up insanely early for a Sunday and want to get our to our local markets to score some good fruit and veggies. That will be followed by more house cleaning because I'm tired of living in so much clutter (it's pretty much my fault) although the kitchen is gross and I think I'll let the Hubby loose on that.

Tonight I have dinner with my uni girlfriends which will be fantastic. So much has changed in the 1.5 years since we left uni! We're going to do a semi-housewarming for the last one of us who moved out of home. So unfortunately the Hubby will need to eat left over chicken curry but it's yummy so no problems there!

On Wednesday for our 1 month anniversary we are shunning the family dinner (we're both a bit over his family at the moment seems like we always have to put in the effort and are severely under appreciated or even forgotten about) and going out somewhere cheap and cheerful. Possibly Italian and maybe a movie but because it's a work night I always like getting to bed no later than 10pm so maybe not.

I'm trying to be a lot more positive and happy about things and whenever I think something negative I just push it away. It isn't always easy, especially when drama is going on but I'm tired of being such a downer!

Names

We call each other Mr and Mrs Surname. I didn't think I'd like it and Hubby picked up on that in the beginning so never called me it until I asked. It still seems odd sharing a name with his Mum and SiL but it's kind of nice that we're a family.

We decided on the baby thing :) Silly for me to get so excited but hopefully this time next year we'll be very newly pregnant! I know his Mum is desperate for us to have kids which is funny considering the SiL is pregnant with the second baby and it's a girl so she'll have 2 grandchildren soon! For some bizarre reason I've informed both Mums that this time next year they can start getting excited...I know I'm going to regret that later on!

Tomorrow we will have been married for a month and I've only managed to change my name at work and on my licence. But I have come up with my new signature. It looks cool but easy to duplicate...oh well!

I'm forcing myself to look at all the things I have to be happy about because I'm always such a downer and it seems to be working slightly. I wish I was a happier person but not really sure what to do about that!